Saturday, May 27, 2006
I guess sometimes someone who has been down for quite some time will eventually be be tired of being depressed, and eventually grow to like the feeling of being happy again.
Even if there is no rainbow after the storm, the storm will stop, eventually...
I've been working everyday... Yes, even during weekends. What to do? I am no Ah Xia Kia... The pathetic $600 from PA cant even cover my daily expenses and my trip to Hong Kong. The recent blockbuster movies and good food is making me broke! But I am an independent woman! I aint gonna take money from my parents. Hrmph!
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Friday, May 19, 2006
Then he asked me sarcastically, " Eh Joey, very long never see you. Is it you turned fairer or issit your make up? Last time i see you not so fair. "
I replied, " Ya, it's my make up. Do you have a problem with that? Do you want to blow against my face to see if got powder come out?"
The idiotic ex hall aquaintance," No la, i think cannot blow cos it has hardened on your face."
I said, " Oh issit? Then too bad. But at least my skin is good and smooth enough to still look good with hardened powder." ( He obviously doesnt have very smooth skin.)
KNS! The worst thing that can happen to you is to be criticised by someone who is 100 times more chui than you! Oie! Go look at yourself in the mirror first before you even think of criticising others!
Anyway, i left MOS at 11pm with Min n Grace... It's so farking boring that we dont feel like hanging out there any more. I decided to leave early so that i can catch the last bus or train home. Dont feel like wasting my money on cab fare when i did not even enjoy myself at a club.
I took some pictures while bored at MOS. Just to test out the flash light of my phone...
Chio babe n cool babe!
Dearie ex roomie and me. Yes i was in my work wear.
We acted cute when we were bored...
You know how pictures can be so 2-dimentional? Cos NO, we were not enjoying ourselves!!!
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Bad Luck Strikes at Work
From the series of bad luck that I encountered lately, I suspect that someone has been cursing me!
That person not only cursed me when I play mahjong, IT also cursed me when I'm at work. When I reached my workplace, me and my 4 other fellow interns settled ourselves down in the recreational room as usual. Yesterday, my 4 other colleagues were assigned to do some readings on the operations, while I was assigned to help out in another type of work. So while they were reading their notes, i was sitting down there, waiting for work to come.
As i was still waiting for my senior attached to come to the office, i picked up the dart nearby out of curiosity and started aiming at the dart board ( as shown below) . Standing at about 3 metres away, i aimed and threw the dart at the bull's eye. And guess what?
The stupid dart hit the metal rim of the dartboard and bounced off!!! It flew to the direction of my colleague and nearly hit her! WAH LAO! Can u imagine the smiling face of my colleague turned pale? Thank god the dart didnt hit her. I cannot imagine sending a colleague to the hospital so early in the morning due to some ultra bo liao and stupid stunt i performed out of boredom.
Ashamed of the childish behaviour that i demonstrated, i decided to grab a reader's digest from the rack and started reading...
As you can see, the couch in the recreation room is very cosy with cushions and everything... And before i know it, i fell asleep...
Just then, my boss's head popped out and woke me up by shock!
What to do? There's no bloody work for me to do! Plus they put me in such comfy environment.... Cant blame me that i fell asleep right? My 4 other colleagues also fell asleep last week but never get caught. Must i be so UNLUCKY???
ROARRRRR!!!!! I CURSE back the person who has been cursing me!!! #$#%$^&*##^(*(#^%$#%##%$$@#!!!!!
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Sunday, May 14, 2006
Nokia 6280. Chio? It's a 3G phone! I'm high tech! hehehe...Posted by joey at 11:11 PM
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Monday, May 08, 2006
God played a trick on me. He tempted me with a sweet, lured me to the sweet and refused to give it to me... He gave it to someone else... TIAN AR!!! Why must you punish me like this?
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Sunday, May 07, 2006
I wrote this last night...
To My Dear Friend
I used to think that you were childish in your thinking...
I used to think that you were irrational in the way you handle things...
I used to be irritated with you for the weird attitude that you have sometimes...
And i used to think that you are just one of a kind...
How very wrong i was to have judged you the way i did...
How very wrong i was to have felt superior when i along i've been the childish and sheltered one...
Tonight, i realised that i never knew you at all in the past...
Tonight, i finally understand the reasons behind the actions that you did...
Tonight, i finally understand your change in attitude towards life...
God, tonight is the first time that i ever cried for you...
I will remember the courage that you rendered me tonight...
I will remember the advice that you provided me tonight...
And i will remember the danger you warned me tonight...
You have gone through a fair bit in your young life my dear...
And you have been so brave my dear...
Yet my dear, you have been so silly too...
Do not worry about how things will turn out in life...
As the good will always triumph over the bad...
For like you said,
We should be thankful for what we have in life...
And sometimes we just forget to count our blessings...
Thank you for all the love that you have shown me as a friend...
I love you...
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Saturday, May 06, 2006
No such thing as YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE
I'm waking up later and later by each day... I hope i can reverse my biological clock to the normal working hours on monday. PA starting!!! Actually after slacking for 2 weeks i dont mind working. Having something to do beats having nothing to do at home and no money to go out. So I'm quite looking forward to meeting new colleagues at work. =)
Went shopping with my og friends yesterday and i created another big hole in my pocket. But i have nice clothes to wear to work now... Wee! After shopping, i went tuition for the last time at Mrs Kwon's house. Brought Wendy along to let her talk to her. She's taking over me since i cant teach her kid anymore when my PA starts. Mrs Kwon is so nice... asked me to go visit her when i go Ikea next time. But for now, i've reverted back to my poor girl status... No more tuition means no more income. No income means no more shopping. Hai...
Went back to join my og people after tuition at orchard. Had wanted to watch MI3 but since it was full house, we decided to watch this Korean show called You Are My Sunshine which has won the best actress and best director award.
The story is about this naive and gullible farmer who fell deeply in love with a prostitute and the story went on to show how he managed to win her heart over by doing things that eventually touched her heart. They got married and lead a happy life until the prostitute's ugly past came back to haunt her. She was blackmailed by her ex bf and even got raped by him. The poor farmer had to sell off the only cow that he had to settle the debt for his wife. Things got worse when he found out that she was diagnosed with AIDS. He was very upset but did not tell his wife about her condition. When the wife found out that he had sold off his only cow for her, she felt that she will only bring him bad luck and decided to leave him to go be a prostitute again in town. Though heartbroken, the farmer did not give up searching for her. So for 1 whole year, his wife continued selling her body at Seoul with no knowledge that she had contracted AIDS. She was caught by the police during a raid and eventually found out about her condition. The story hit the media and the farmer eventually found out about her whereabouts. To prove his undying love for her, he even wanted to leave his old aged mother to live with her.......
Anyway throughout the whole story, he did many silly things to touch the girl's heart... I think the story is quite lame and typical of a tragic love story because there is no such thing as TRUE LOVE in real life! So let us just laugh at this stupid and tragic love story! Wahahahahaha.....
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Thursday, May 04, 2006
Loreal Girls Night Out 2
Went mamboing again last night. This is probably my last time going mambo before my PA starts next week. This time round i got wasted even b4 started mambo. My first time so drunk, my first time puked, my first hangover. I always tell people that i never puke before... Finally had a taste of a real hangover and uncontrollable puking. It really sucks...
We are all still sober
i think we look chio in this pic!
Limin n Corina... one acting cute, one acting sexy
Me and the most sober girl of all last night...
The crazy girl n me!
I cannot remember doing this... I think i was laughing while kissing her...
Limin brought her 2 friends. Middle 2. The one beside Xueling was drunk. Keep calling me bitch and say a lot of stupid things which i also forgot... Kee SiaO!
ok... wanna see how i look after puking?
There you go...
I still look chio!
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Dream of Kiss Goodbye
I just woke up from a weird dream. A couple were playing on the couch and guy bend over to kiss the girl... The girl backed off a little and then leaned forward to return his kiss. Then the girl asked the guy,' why are you so cold to me recently?'
Just then, the guy's dad came home and he went to do something for him. When he came back, he said," oh, you asked why was i cold to you?" ........................
Before i can even heard the answer i was woken up by some noise....
Maybe it's fated to be this way. It's the guy's way of kissing the girl goodbye and leaving no reasons for it. I'm fated not to be able to know the answer....
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Monday, May 01, 2006
Went to watch The Sentinel with KJ today. Had wanted to play mahjong but cant find enough kakis since everyone is still having exams. After slacking at home the whole day, we decided to catch a movie. Been ages since i last watched a movie.The movie is not too bad. Eva Longoria is hot as usual... She's the reason i wanted to watch that movie for. The male actors are old and not charming...
Met Kailin by coincidence. She just came back from shopping with her bf. She looks sian, and she said she is sian. KJ asked me how come she feels sian when she is with her bf.. I told him that maybe when couples keep doing the same things like shopping and going movies together all the time, they will eventually feel sian. But really, what interesting activities can couples do besides watching movies and shopping together? It's worse if the couples are not the sporty type.
I feel sian too... I hate the hot and humid weather. At first i had thought that there is something to look forward to after my exams but seems like things are not what i expected to be now. Nothing to look forward to... Not looking forward to my PA also... Life is SIAN...
Nvm.. Me shall be positive.. Me shall look forward to my ktv session tmr... Me is tired... Me shall go to sleep...
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Me and the girl who made me feel welcome and at ease at her club. Thanks baby!
Went drinking with Buddy at this place call Bliss Cafe at punggol park after shopping. I'm glad that i always have Buddy to count on when times are low.
Would you rather to love or be loved?
Buddy said he chose to love, i chose the same. He insisted that girls should choose to be loved because it's easier to be loved than to love. He insisted that girls are always at a disadvantage if they choose the former. Buddy is probably right and is probably just being protective over me.
To me, girls and guys are the same. If you choose to be loved, how long can the other party give in before he runs out of the energy to give in any further?
Many girls choose to be loved because they want to feel like they are in control of the relationship. They are the leader and they control the feelings of the other party. In this way, when things dont turn out well, they will less sad because they didnt give in so much in the first place. They are the ultimate winner in the game.
For me, i choose to love because i am in control of the relationship. In my opinion, i am the leader as i can choose when to love and when not to love. When things dont turn out well, at least i know i really like that somebody and i have given in my best. If things are meant to be sad, i rather be sad over the loss of someone i really like. What's the difference between a little less sad and sad? It's still sad. To me, there is no ultimate winner in love. Love is a process, not a game. Winning or losing doesnt really matter when u really love someone, does it?