Friday, December 16, 2005
Sometimes i wish i can be more firm in my stand. When the issue concerns people you care about you just lose ur stand because you are afraid of losing that someone? At least that is true for me. I hate the feeling of helplessness.
Went to watch The Descent with Andre and went home alone after that cos that poor bloke gotta rush back to sch to settle his sch stuff. It feels good to shop alone, to just remain silent and watch the rest of the crowd hurried past as u continued to walk slowly at ur own pace. I guess it has been a very long time since i walk slowly by myself.
I dread going to work tmr. Dread putting on fake smiles. Dread spending countless times persuading customers to sign cards. Dread putting up with hup sup and tiko customers. Dread spending my weekends at work! I'm helpless and i hate it!