Tuesday, December 06, 2005
On Love
No work again today.. Sigh.. No work means no money. How to surivive? My job schedule is so irregular that when my friends are free during the weekends i had to work.. Wendy says she prefers slacking at home this hols to working since the hols are so short. I think i'll be bored to death if i have no work. Thus working is a good way of killing boredom plus i get money. Perhaps working is my excuse to prevent myself from being in solitary. Ironically, before i started work, everyone seems to be busy. Then when i start working, everyone starts asking me out.. -_-
It seems to me that many of my friends are attached during this X'mas season. For some i know that they truly like that somebody that they are with, whereas some who got attached aint even sure of wad they want/feel. I do wonder sometimes if they got attached cos they want a companion during this hols to prevent loneliness.. In any case, i do hope that they will be responsible for their partner's feelings..
Speaking of responsibilities, who ever bothers about that word nowadays? Infidelity, flings and casual relationships are so common nowadays that makes the word responsibilty so irrelevant. Sometimes, even the most decent or responsible person that u always thought he/she is may just prove to be a disappointment. Even if no infidelity is involve what makes people think that the relationship will last? Or is everlasting love simply an outdated, hackneyed idea? Call me an idealist but these are my values.